blackbear - @ my worst

YeahThis is the end, this is the end, this is the end of mePlayin' pretend that I'm available emotionallyI'm off a Benz, goin' 'round bends, could be the death of meI'm not ready, I'm not readyMaybe I'm the best mistake you ever madeIt sounds so fucking beautiful when you say my nameI'm praying to a God, a God I don't believeThe more I hide my scars, the easier I bleedBut maybe I'm the worst, the worst you ever hadTell you you're beautiful, then stab you in the backYou're prayin' I'm the one, but maybe I'm a curseThe more you try to fix me, the more you make it worseCould you love me at my worst?Could you love me even though that, that it hurts?Could you love me, could you love me?Could you love me at my worst?YeahDon't try to call, do not disturb, I do not want to speakThis is the end, demons are friends, angels are enemiesI'm just a fool stuck in the past, your worst memoriesI'm not ready for you to forget meI know that I'm the best mistake you ever madeIt sounds so fucking beautiful when you say my nameI'm praying to a God, a God I don't believeI showed you all my scars that I let nobody seeBut maybe I'm the worst, the worst you ever hadTell you you're beautiful, then stab you in the backYou're prayin' I'm the one, but maybe I'm a curseThe more you try to fix me, the more you make it worseCould you love me at my worst?Could you love me even though that, that it hurts?Could you love me, could you love me?Could you love me at my worst?This is the end, this is the end, this is the end of meThis is the end, this is the end, this is the end of meBut maybe I'm the worst, the worst you ever hadTell you you're beautiful, then stab you in the backYou're prayin' I'm the one, but maybe I'm a curseThe more you try to fix me, the more you make it worseCould you love me at my worst?Could you love me even though that, that it hurts?Could you love me, could you love me?Could you love me at my worst?But maybe I'm the worst, the worst you ever hadTell you you're beautiful, then stab you in the backYou're prayin' I'm the one, but maybe I'm a curseThe more you try to fix me, the more you make it worseCould you love me at my worst?This is the end, this is the end, this is the end of me