[Verse 1]Somewhere between psychotic and iconicSomewhere between I want it and I got itSomewhere between I'm sober and I'm liftedSomewhere between a mistress and commitment[Verse 2]But I stay downGirl, I always stay downGet down, never lay downPromise to break everybody off before I break downEveryone, just wait nowSo much on my plate nowPeople I believed in, they don't even show their face nowWhat they got to say now?Nothin' they can say nowNothin' really changed but still they look at me a way now[Verse 3]What more can I say now?What more can I say now?You might feel like nothin' was the sameI still been drinkin' on the lowMobbin' on the lowFuckin' on the lowSmokin' on the lowI still been plottin' on the lowSchemin' on the lowThe furthest thing from perfect like everyone I know[Verse 4]I just been drinkin' on the lowMobbin' on the lowFuckin' on the lowSmokin' on the lowI just been plottin' on the lowSchemin' on the lowThe furthest thing from perfect like everyone I know[Verse 5]And I hate that you don't think I belong to youJust to busy runnin' shit to run home to youYou know that paper my passionBitter-sweet celebrationsI know I can't changed what happenedI can't help it, I can't help itI was young and I was selfishI made every woman feel like she was mine and no one else'sNow you hate me, stop pretendin'Stop that frontin', I can't take itGirl, don't treat me like a strangerGirl, you know I seen you naked[Verse 6]Girl, you know that I rememberDon't be a pretenderGettin' high at the condoThat's when it all comes togetherYou know I stay reminiscin'And make-up sex is traditionBut you been missin', girlAnd you might feel like nothin' was the same[Verse 7]I still been drinkin' on the lowMobbin' on the lowFuckin' on the lowSmokin' on the lowI still been plottin' on the lowSchemin' on the lowThe furthest thing from perfect like everyone I know[Verse 8]I just been drinkin' on the lowMobbin' on the lowFuckin' on the lowSmokin' on the lowI just been plottin' on the lowSchemin' on the lowThe furthest thing from perfect like everyone I know[Verse 9]Drinkin', smokin', fuckin'Plottin', schemin', plottin', schemin'Get moneyDrinkin', fuckin', smokin'Plottin', schemin', plottin', schemin'Get money[Verse 10]UhThis the life for meMy momma told me this was right for meI got her worried, like "Make sure you save a slice for me"I should have spoons serve you up with a fork and knife for meThe actions make us doubt youYour lack of effort got me rappin' differentThis the shit I wanna go out toPlay this shit at my funeral if they catch me slippin'Makin' women swimmin', that's just how I'm livin'Donate a mllion to some children, that's just how I'm feelin'A **** fillin' up arenas, who the fuck'll see usI had to Derrick Rose the knee up before I got the re-upYours truly, the boyI just build and build moreY'all **** build to destroyY'all **** party too much, manI just chill and recordNo filler, you feel it now, if you ain't feel it before[Verse 11]Yes, LordThis the shit I wanna go out toYeah, yeahThis the shit I wanna go out to
