My skin isn't soft like the people I loveIt is rough, it is blemished like meMy hair does not fall like the waves in the oceanIt's messy and damaged, uncleanAnd God, I try hard to fit in any placePut a smile on my face, but I can't change, and I'm tiredI am tiredAnd I try to be just like everyone elseNo one will love you if you can't love yourself, is that true?Do you hate me, too?When I'm floating like a rain cloudAnd I can't hear what you sayHold me near, let the world disappearI'm so close, yet I'm so far awayBefore the storm even startedI knew it would be this wayI fought for so long against everything wrongBut I'm the reason that I'm not okaySo feel all the shadows and darkness creep inThat's when I know it's about to beginNever gave me a chance, no, I never could winI will forever mourn what could have beenMy body's not made in the most perfect shapeI just feel clumsy and coldAnd my heart is not strong, I just pull it alongDragging all of this weight gets so oldAnd God, it's all wrong, I just don't have the strengthTo do this all again, even for one more day, I am tiredI'm just tiredI need to get better, I need to find helpBut nobody loves me because I hate myself and it's trueWhat else is there to do?When I'm floating like a rain cloudAnd I can't hear what you sayHold me near, let the world disappearI'm so close, yet I'm so far awayBefore the storm even startedI knew it would be this wayI fought for so long against everything wrongBut I'm the reason that I'm not okaySo feel all the shadows and darkness creep inThat's when I know it's about to beginNever gave me a chance, no, I never could winI will forever mourn what could have been
