Rex Orange County - Guitar Song

I was down and out in San Fran, hoping they could make the drive
I was a lonely stoner, I was always taking time
I wasn't safe for a second, I'm closing my eyes
I never felt at home until I got old and realised

I remember being 16, didn't know a thing with open eyes
I couldn't take the pain, but I was old enough to try
Looking in my reflection and wanting to die
I didn't like what I was seeing when I hoped I might

(Hope my body change, I can't stay this way) now I'm in pieces tryna leave, but I can't
(I'm the only one who's running in circles)
I'm doubting my outfit, I'm doubting the way I look
She tells me, "You look great," but it hurts just the same

I didn't know at an early age
I can try, but I won't be in peace in my place
And though I can go compare myself to them
It doesn't help me much in the end, no

Can't go far

Can't go far
And I can't go far
And I can't go far (yeah)
And I can't go far (uh-uh-uh)