girl in red - Body And Mind

I've been in the deep end since I realizedThere is a difference between body and mindI've been at my lowest for the longest timeKnowing my existence is not one of a kindBut I've hadMy deepest cries for nowMy heart's outMy guard's downYeah, I've hadMy deepest cries for nowMy heart's outMy guard's downI've been seeking solace in the strangest of thingsGettin' my hands dirty while I beat out the kinksI've been chasin' everything that makes mе feel coldPracticing self-love is something I don't rеally knowSo I supposeI cannot live like this no moreFilling a lifetime with remorseI'm closing up the void (void)But I've hadMy deepest cries for nowMy heart's outMy guard's downYeah, I've hadMy deepest cries for nowMy heart's outMy guard's downBeen in the deep end since I realizedThere is a difference between body and mindIf I could make it go quiet insideGet some rest for my weary eyesTonight, I'm giving my all for a remedyGrant myself serenityBut if I don't leave it all behindBut I've hadMy deepest cries for nowMy heart's outMy guard's downYeah, I've hadMy deepest cries for nowMy heart's outMy guard's down